Hello everyone, long time no see.
I’ve been a bit caught up with various things lately – I did write up a draft post which is in its progress and I will publish it eventually when I have some time to actually sit down and type.
Things have been a bit difficult as of late due to a variety of factors. I’ve sorted out most of what I needed to do in regards to my late father’s remains, which is a breather. I have lots left to do but haven’t even had the chance to start to deal with such matters. I’ve also tried to direct most of my time and attention to homewares and things related to home in order to make home more comfortable for us. I’m currently looking forward to having a really long holiday and being able to paint the entire apartment and replacing door handles. Not too sure if I will be able to manage it all on my own, but I think I can do it. I’ve been cleaning out my room and organising my wardrobe… next time I will need to clear out our storeroom as it’s just a bunch of stuff stacked in a huge pile. New furniture to come… probably within the next two years or so.
I’ve been really busy at work because I’ve suddenly got a whole lot of work to do. A lot of new responsibilities and it’s difficult trying to manage everything at once. I’m trying to take it slowly one step at a time though, and hopefully things will work out for the better. There’s just a lot of instability and uncertainty going on around in my workplace – with people taking leave and leaving more burden for me, I’ll eventually end up with way too much on my plate I can’t handle.
I’ve been trying to meet up with old friends, new friends – but sadly, two days off a week isn’t enough. I am finding it hard to juggle time for friends, my mum, and surprisingly – myself. There are days when I just want to stay home and see nobody. I enjoy the company of others because it reminds me that I have a social life and a life outside mine to live – but I get so tired since I’m already tired from work.
I tried to make plans for a short trip but that fell through for reasons… that weren’t even valid. Let’s just say that’s another story to tell when I feel like ranting. For now, I don’t really want to rant; I have no energy to even have a strong opinion on anything.
Long story short, I’m still around – just busy and finding it hard to manage my time. Unfortunately there’s only one of me and lots many of “you” – I really try to distribute myself amongst you all but for now I’m just trying my best without tiring myself out mentally and physically.
I’m really looking forward to a long rest… that is all.
Hopefully the next time I update I will have something fancy with pictures and all.